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I am always reading something, and working on writing something every day. and
if
I think I am being the best tutor I can possibly be, and the best worker,
then
I might feel okay, might be able
to let this go more easily. because
at heart,
I am a plebe, and not
a revolutionary.
certainly not
a rebel.
just
don't
have
the
inner resources or internal
sense that I matter, that things are
okay if I'm high performing or not.
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